Because I like you so damn much, that’s why I’m hurting you. However badly I’m capable of. Because I know if I don’t, I’ll be in deep trouble.
Because you can hurt me damn easily, when you know how much I feel towards you. Maybe it’s infatuation, or honeymoon period whatever they say. This is crazy. And no, I’m not gonna let myself get hurt all over again.
I’m so scared of losing you eventually so I would rather distant myself now. You don’t know how much you mean to me right now. It scares the hell out of me.
But I don’t want to get hurt anymore. Won’t even want to entertain the possibility of 0.001 of getting hurt. No.
Call me selfish whatever you like. And while I really feel this way right now, and many times previously, I’m not going to say those three words that would change everything.
